the whole ‘quitting weed’ thing.. i know i’ve been going on about it a bit, but still. basically, i got pretty high last night, first time in 2 weeks. yeah, it was fun, but the only reason i did it was because i constantly crave attention, and i wasn’t getting any.. the occassional ‘good job, stick at it’ woulda been nice. turns out all my friends were thinking it, just not saying it. had a sit down with one of my closest friends, she explained it all to me, and i’ve decided i’m not going back to the 5+ times a week lifestyle, because it will cause my friends to bail on me, and i’d inevitably screw up my a-levels. even after a fortnight, people have noticed how much i’ve changed, one person who is very special to me, in particular. but yeah, i just felt like it was a pointless exercise.. i was only quitting because i wanted some time in the limelight, not because i actually wanted to. like i’ve said, i love smoking pot. i love my two ‘stoner bros’, and i loved the life i lead. i was originally planning on quitting for a week, just for the attention, then getting back on it. turns out i lasted two weeks.. i coulda went longer, but it seemed nobody cared, so i indulged. then it actually hit me that if i continued down the path i was going, it would not end well. the only reason my friends stopped giving me notice is because they’re all having a bit of trouble themselves, so in comparison to their problems, me quitting weed is quite minor. i don’t think i will be quitting for good, like i’ve said previously.. but it will be cut down massively, meaning this blog is fairly insignificant, and i’ll be posting a lot less than usual.. this might even be ‘stonerpersona’s last post.
do follow my new blog, though: http://www.justmakingnoise.tumblr.com
i’ll be posting some more obscure and abstract stuff over there.